Aquarius, Don't Deny Thyself

desire is an energy
allow the chi to flow
listen to
you know who
yourself
this life is yours to live
Oh Aquarius dont deny yourself
the grand humanitarian cause
musn't take precedence over thyself
SELF
dont die for the cause
its time to live for yourself
trust yourself
SELFISH
SELF DIRECTED
SELF SATISFIED
believe, have faith
feel what want
visualize
the kingdom of God is within
we vibrate the object beam
the universe is reference beam
of the universe is object beam
and we need to align by angling our reference beam to reconstruct our identity
the truth is in us
you hold your power
dont give it away
trust yourself

God Is Within

I'm following my heart. I'm doing what I love. Coffee + read, jog, breakfast. Thank you now, in an easy + relaxed manner, I'm becoming as a little child again so I can enter the Kingdom of God. My spiritual evolution depends on releasing the density of negative thinking. I let go of all thoughts. I become the watcher and choose what to dwell on, intentionally. Then I tap the emotion associated with the thought, speak the word, and manifest thru action on physical plane. Action is the result or effect of the mind. Dwell on Truth and Beauty thereby attracting it cuz of being in same vibrational frequency/ holographic wavelength that reconstructs the image that has the object-wave encoded. Mind creates the object-beam, the Universe is the constant reference beam, reconstructing/ manifesting our holographic projections.
My innocent, pre-ego, trusting self connects with the feelings I had as a child when I had a superabundance of energy. I can do what I want, therefore I re-embrace my original hope and confident expectation + faith that my desires are holy and otherwise I can accommodate the shadow and accept it as part of my self...instead of self-sabotage out of fear of wrong action. I trust myself. I believe the inner impulse I feel is Divine. I am blessed. I do not get into hurry-mode, fear-based activity. I have all I need now. I do what I do cuz I love life, not cuz I fear it. I act out of being. I don't act in order to become. I am who I am now. All I need to do is stay focused on the Divine Flow and maintain conscious connection with the Infinite Intelligence.

I Am Solid From Within

I am solid from within. My external situation does not define my security. I am eternal. I trust in the Kingdom of God within me to be my continual source of inspiration and supply. Money is an effect of energy from within. That's why we don't serve or trust in money. The focus of our attention is in the cause, which is the energy/Kingdom within. People can steal money but they can't steal that which cannot be destroyed. The inner source of all is where we wise ones know dwelleth the seeds of creativity. Money is a tool. It represents that energy from within. That's why rich get richer and poor get poorer. I trust in myself, not money. Yet I allow money in my life cuz I value its power that it beholds. The power for action on the physical plane always has its beginnings in the mind, though. Ideas are the only true reality. The physical is just a hologram that is in constant flux based on the object beams projected by peoples imaginations. The reference beam is other people who by observation of the object beamer, quantum physically manifest each others mentalities/feelings. Thinking + feeling create vibrations that attract others to manifest our imagined realities. Taken to another level, manifestation of desire actually occurs, strangely, usually only after one lets go of the need of the expected outcome. In other words, being grateful now, instead of if and only if a situation materializes. One must time travel to the feeling of being in the state desired in order to bring it into fruition. I feel rich therefore I am rich. And if I am rich, then I do rich things which give me (external) riches. But the feeling must precede the action in order to infuse it with energy + sincerity instead of the desperation that action must precede the feeling. We want money to feel good. But feeling good can be had before the money by being grateful NOW. The gratitude attracts the blessings thereby cascading into more and more of the abundance that God desires for His children. One must believe he is one with God and deserves to be rich in order to allow the riches to come. The belief comes from within as one realizes that externals always change therefore stability is internal. Internal stability and belief come from letting go of ego and taking personal responsibility instead of blaming others or depending on circumstances for our supply. We are magicians. We can create whatever we want. Power is for the purpose of love, joy, freedom, peace, etc. What good are these things if not had NOW? Money can't buy these things so choose to be happy based on knowledge of Inner Divinity , not outer financial statement/ net worth/ cash position. Money is for power but doesn't create power. Power creates money so money serves the power-holders. So the goal is to find the power (within) to create the money (without). Energy creates energy. All I need, I have. Who I am, is enough. I am blessed NOW. I have arrived. Today is the day of salvation. I feel rich, therefore I am rich. Rich meaning content with life. Everything is perfect. I am one with the Universe. I am connected and have access to all. (Sept. 2008)

Pribram & Wheeler-Feynman

a mathematical equivalent of an
interference pattern? Pribram?
Perception and action: Selected readings (Brain and behaviour)

the offer wave + the echo wave
Wheeler-Feynman absorber theory

early holo-thoughts

I am good because I am one.
I am one because I choose to believe
consciousness of connection
my existence implies another wavelength
is interacting/interference pattern
like Im a reconstruction (real or virtual)
but the light source is others?
collective consciousness views at certain
angle- sees one perspective
I am not the viewer, I am the hologram (or other wavelength?)
food for thought
I like the holography analogy
the holographic configuration table itself is hologram
(May 2008)